After 3 years of non-blogging as I turn to conventional way of expressing my thought using pen and papers. I decided to start again...I feel lonely now, very lonely.
I hope this blog will be my companion when I'm feeling lonely. Expressing my thoughts and silly ideas to bitch, to discriminate, to escape the real world and to cheer myself up.
Sound sad, don't you think so? Well that is how I'm feeling now...but then this year the Golden Tiger year, I have a plan...
Last year March 23rd, I started a new job in PJ. New beginning for year 2009 as well and new ppl I meet and new friends that I made. I'm glad that I meet good ppl along the way. Yet I feel empty without him but I try my best to live without him. Do I have a choice? Yes, I do. I may stay back and continue working as a contract worker as Learning Product Engineer and be with him. My mind thinks otherwise, I wanted to come down to KL and have a career for myself. I wanted to move down here for a long time which is 3 years ago. I was so busy struggling to move on and yet I stay on at the same place for 3 years. Its all happen so fast and its going to be a year soon.
At the early stage, I was feeling excited and I guess he is sad. I'm struggling too but my dreams is so much bigger that it covers him up. Its always the wrong time but the right person or the right time but the wrong person. At the end of the day, he gave up as his heart is empty already... I guess it ends here for good. So I have to move on...without him. I tried my best to keep in touch with him but there is no msg, or phone calls so that is it...the end of another short story.
When I'm with you, I feel so much fun, laughter, love and care, understanding and mischieving everyday. You will always here in my heart and memory...I always have a place for everyone that I meet.
Love always,
Mimi
